whenever u need!!!

monday july 04 2011

2011-07-03T10:27:00.000-07:00

hi every one it been so long i have not write anything to here, quite busy too, so well take care guys....

26 may 2010

2010-05-26T07:38:00.000-07:00

it been 4 week of working, so far so good, everyone treating me good, and the time of healing myself getting well. the feeling of her is not tt strong anymore.... thinking of all the past i done is jus stupid, after the break up, all the burden is out of my mind, lack of cash and in the end , the helping hand is just my family no other den that. thinking of a year back den, asking myself "why ". i think i noe why now, the love poision i take is too much...... i can say no one can be trusted..... even ur gf or bf.... it just a closer stranger only... when u need help , they will run off..... u cant see them, cos they will be on another ger or another boi... left u alone to dead. this world is curl but den life goes on..... most of all i jus love my family.....

18 may 2010

2010-05-22T07:41:00.001-07:00

tue 18 may 2010, i finally tok to her but den i must open my heart jus to forgive and forget. it very hard to do that when a love one or a close one actually betray u. i donno y i jus forget it....

after i left the church, i went to my car and drove off with tear...... and i start to buzz my music loud.
could i really forgive her???? it a big Question to me........ lots of ppl heard my story , telling me that im doing the rite way........

sunday april 18 2010

2010-04-17T23:50:00.000-07:00

well today as ppl told me to go down to church , well i had a feeling not go down and ya i did go nor.
dressing myself jus like working and ya went down to the church itself.

well saw her and i donno wat feeling i had but den it bad and i don feel like toking to her, will make me vomit my blood out of my body. so just save my breath.

well in the end she come toward me and say hi but den actually i don wanna reply her and ya i did said hi to her. in my heart it so hateful and i just chills myself not to do anything silly. it good to hear ppl saying me changed alots and slim down lots too whahahah... well a break will slim ppl down of cos .....

sunday 11 april 10

2010-04-11T07:43:00.000-07:00

it been a months of breaking up, but yet i still thinking abt her, y i donno y really....
i tell her not to call me cos i don wan my tear to drop and u noe wat she scold me again... i donno how come she become like tt, watever i do she also like tt, the anger of her father...

haiz after the enjoy of the flying kite, i still rmb of my child hood......
well sunday nothing to do so write a dairy of myself and without her, i still rmb jus for her nonsence i hiting and punching myself really, i donno she still rmb ?????

haiz watever i do she will say touched but den no action one.......

7 april 2010

2010-04-07T06:20:00.000-07:00

well she did post her photo to facebook, i really donno how she feel but den i noe something, she changed to bad to worse. i think is my fault but den all is her own doing making it to herself...

i can say that after saw all her photo , make me look sad but den life carry on and ya wish her all the best....

april 6 10

2010-04-07T01:42:00.000-07:00

well, she called me midnight around 2.30am while i making a video of my friend outing to prawning. and den donno wat she wan. really soft voice making me soft heart again. really donno she really wanted.

i really very confuse that night and i really cried over the phone..... useless me

outing april 03 2010

2010-04-04T05:47:00.000-07:00

well a outing for 3 of us, but den i try to call her out, she jus reject me . well it ok also, well i treat them dim sum as i promised and 3 of us really eat until one to vomit it out lol....

after that go bottle tree park like idiot like tt, donno where is where,
after that as promised to bennet hong to go prawn, i go there and let him enjoy.. i think i do my job to let them happy and being free from their problem, they told me they really enjoy all the event as i said im the host and they r my VIP lol......

hope i will help them clear their mind for now.......
well im just a happy go lucky guy.......
when i went her hse, i tok to her's father abt wat happen....
but i noe wat , it jus over for us.... there no return of wat i am..........
i jus noe ivy and her father noe me well, and her i can say she noe me nuts, she jus noe how to spend.....
i also noe that haiz

1st day at lan shop (1st of april 10)

2010-04-01T03:00:00.000-07:00

well dam boring 12 hour shift and some more less money, well just do it for the "yi qi" and my family bah.

well nothing to do so write thing nor, well i donno how to think abt it, well she leave me alone and down. i actually hate her to the max but den i think abt it, we still love each other, no matter how hate am i, i will still love her and care for her, just forgive and forget. this really not easy task for me....

when ever i went out, i make sure i hold the ring of her, even she not around wif me. but i can feel it, her presents....... our love and care.

fish & co

2010-03-29T06:12:00.001-07:00

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march 28

2010-03-27T22:25:00.000-07:00

well drove back to my old home to eat something again, really emo in the coffeeshop as this was one of her favourite dish..... really almost cry but den i ren le , really i donno wat to say , i been very soft heart liao . but y really?

march 26 slping nite

2010-03-27T01:56:00.000-07:00

well, it been so long i still miss her so much till i really cant even express my feeling toward her, we just the same type of human really wanna be together but den there something hold up and den we jus quarrel, cos this world it not u and i, it lots more den it....

this nite i really go to my master bed room and slp at the floor with blankets, guess wat??? i missed alots cos i always used at her's bro room.. cant slp all nite till ya tired liao den slp......

at march 27, went to eat dim sum at north point as usual, now i can really say that i really scare to eat dim sum woots. went to a store that actually sell pooh bear really think lots of it?!? i wanna buy it but the problem is who i send it to really??? not point jus see and go.......

i reflected alot on wat i actually said to her, i guess it really hurt her much but den i really wanna her be good not jus spend and jus earn for ur own living , but who will understand it really???? i noe sometime my cb mouth is abit too much when my words is out, how am i going to get my words back really.... no point jus meet the facts......

past memory

2010-03-22T19:00:00.000-07:00

well last time i don wan to take much of the photo . well get used to it when me and my ger liao really. now collecting most of the place where we went b4. and ya fong is with me . so thanks fong for everything , good buddy.

well here it is

well too much some of it here la

back to my ownself

2010-03-21T17:59:00.000-07:00

well i can i back to my own self where friend and mi myself enjoy in the event like night riding, this kind of thing. but i still thinking of her when im in the car, at the late night i told my friend i wan to go someplace to see my past again.... guess wat??? her hse downstair..... i cant believe i drove there and yet i have no words to say abt it.. and off i go...

march 20 2010 night riding

2010-03-20T21:05:00.000-07:00

well back to single no one care abt it, so ya go wif my old friend to have some night riding.. welll go lots of place. mostly is beach la.....
ya play till 4 plus in the morning, den tell my friend to pei me go a place that actually i always went when im attached, well it over but den the feeling still there forever.......

thanks guys

yesterday case at her home

2010-03-18T18:31:00.000-07:00

well, her bro ask me out for buy laptop den actually i did say ok to him and well off i go to her home. actually her popo at home and ya we tok alots of it too and her ah gong also did smile at me. even i noe myself still thinking of her, but den there lots of thing happen in her hse. i think all i need to say i already say to her popo. but very sudden is that i nv cried, not even a tear in my eyes. because she hurt me more den i hurt her. i still rmb the msg abt do i really not worth for u , spend more den a year plus , cant compare to this few day guys, and yet she replied me : "i donno how to tell u la". my heart crack....... really crack till i told myself i wont let a tear down anymore.

single moment

2010-03-17T18:24:00.000-07:00

when after all the hardship we been together go to the waste, i really cant think she that kind of person but ya i need to face the fact of it, when she got problem, i will try the best to solve it even we are in tight of money.

but den ya i guess she need to be learn thing i actually cant teach her much of it. i always told her don think abt wonder of the world. in fact u need to noe the world, i mean down to earth i can say ya. owell here is it.
keeping the old memory back in my brain......

guoxiong and kailin is over

2010-03-16T05:58:00.000-07:00

well it over for us at 7 march 2010 , kim kok birthday, well i closed all the thing i done for her

a new year starting

2010-02-02T03:16:00.001-08:00

it been so long that i come here for a posting of thing that i wanna say.
anyways a happi new year for all the folk out there.

29 july 2009

2009-07-29T04:54:00.000-07:00

well lots of thing happen and doing more duty to earn money for both of us to spend in food and thing we need.
And sometime we quarrel cos we care abt each other. almost ord, and yet i donno is good or bad to leave the saf.

well got good and bad after all, let see the next 2 months bah ORD here i come!!!!

25 feb 09 night sailing lst209

2009-02-25T04:02:00.000-08:00

well tonight im going to changi naval base to sail wif the big ship lst209, before that i need to spend the morning part wif my lao po b4 the 3 days sailing plus 1 xtra duty and 1 duty that ppl sold to mi . together i need to endure for 5 day not seeing my beloved lao po. today morning i bought her a kfc breakfaafst cos she said that she nv eaten b4 so i jus bought it for her and myself of cos.

And i went to her house to have our breakfast, after that we used the internet for while and den off we go to amk hub. she bought a sliper and we gone for lunch and movies. when the show started, i started crying jus tried not to let her see im crying (for the sailing and duty).

after the show, i left her alone and this is the 1st time i left her without a word. cos i donno wat to say abt it. it make mi heart break too to see her like tt. i went home pack my stuff and take her lovely valentine day cookies wif mi along to bring mi close to her. lao po when u see this blog . i think i already gone for sailing must take care urself . don skip ur food because of this, i be back on monday. im thinking of u lao po :'(

ur beloved lao gong.

friday 02 Jan 2009

2009-01-02T04:43:00.001-08:00

happy new year everyone, well is the new year for everyone around the world and both of us mi and my ger. i think is almost 2 months since we r together, happy moment, sad moment and crying moment we been went through. some time im in the fault, u actually nv blame mi, still care for mi, i really really touch but sometime it really hurt mi much when i hurt u in ur heart.

i was a really not a nice guy, but when we gone though this kind of thing, i can promise u that it will happen once and the last time. my ger, lets went though good and bad together and nv let go each other ok?

u have my word
i promise.....

17dec 2008

2008-12-18T06:04:00.000-08:00

well we had a night sailing, all of us hate sailing, and im donno wat to say, can say mi suay nor.
well i go back to camp around 3pm in the afternoon, the mood was not there but i still need to carry my work.
after reaching the camp, we do our craft system check so that at the sea we do not have problem(actually got do or not do also the same de la.). after the system check we went to slp cos we still need to endure the night.

around 9pm we put all the thing we need in the craft, after that sail off around 10pm in the night.
From tuas we sail to changi, and den changi to tekong bmt. tt night my ger called mi saying tt she missed mi cos everyday i toked to her in the midnight to make her slp, but this time i cant. And she cried, i donno wat to do really, in the middle of the sea wat can i do???. i veri hopeless that time but i tried to not to think abt it.

we back to our camp in the monrning around 7am , it a hard day for all of us. after that , they give us a off. wee~hooo!!!

10 dec 2008

2008-12-09T09:16:00.000-08:00

the third day,
i had been alone when my ger went out for an event. well after so long, i miss her so much and wondering how she doing. well she told mi she not feeling well, i wanted to help her, but....

how can i.......?!?

DEC 05 2008

2008-12-06T05:24:00.000-08:00

DEC 05 2008

this date is my big sis wedding, well a big work today as we need to wake up around 6 am in the morning to do my big sis big day. well here the video of the pro video man.

nov 22 2008

2008-11-22T06:20:00.000-08:00

well after quarrel, there a ger who tok to mi, telling mi to let her be tt way. And i think this is the right way to do that cos i really cant changed a person much. When the person charctor is like tt, it forever be like that.

after toking to this ger, i tot i all along is strong and steady. But somehow, a strong guy also need a break. well this ger give mi some of her time to care for mi, love mi, concern abt mi tt no other had done this way i think.

thx dear love u forever.

nov 08 08

2008-11-08T07:47:00.000-08:00

well,
i noe a ger at the net, at the start , she is a nice ger and we used to webcam everyday at night till the next morning around 4am. After that she got a bf, and i tot i noe her well enough, we started quarrel abt his bf . And on and off i left her, and she made mi come back to her by sms mi some sort of word tt make mi soft hearted.

in the end, the bf left her, and she tell mi to go pub cos she bad mood. actually i don feel like to go de, so LL go nor. den i saw her, make up till veri pretty. but in the end , after tt drink. i noe her more tt i cant image it.

got one day i called her bf, her bf told mi everything abt her. she play wif drugs.(got few time tell mi go buy from doctor, she lied to mi by saying she cant slp) And she don slp at night de, as her's bf told mi. always go pub drunk till KO over the pub. and she sometime told mi wanna have sex wif her over the net. i thinking she told mi that confirm sure told lots of guys. and she got a tatoo behind her back( a nude women pic).

I really see a ger wif such a dick shit for a 1st time. now i noe le, every ger mus be careful from now on.

oct 22 2008

2008-10-22T06:10:00.000-07:00

so far so good,
less den a yrs now, but i still wry over the unit will give wat kind of stun, i kana take 2 weekend confinment cos i nv pick their calls, i also laught at myself wat the hell is this. this kinda stupid

12oct 2008

2008-10-11T21:37:00.000-07:00

one yr of ns liao,
well so far so good, still got another yr to tahan their nosense. well lots of thing happen, go pub etc, don wish to tok much on tt . wishing to go out soon

oct 5 2008

2008-10-04T19:17:00.000-07:00

well,
again quarrel wif a ger again, as always lie to mi. now i can say my memory is not good at last time le. Keep forgeting thing, got one time my uniform put at the mrt train and i left it behind for good. den i went back to take it back. i tot it will went to habour front , so i called them, it say it don have anything left behid and the train was on the moved so i donno wat to do, i can say so called GG to mi. so i went to outram park where i tranfer train to report my lost.

i can count myself lucky, the uniform was there. hehe . im so lucky to have it back.

07 aug 2008

2008-09-07T06:32:00.000-07:00

on last thurday,
we had a dinner wif my navy dinner of FCC. well, it jus a waste time only . they loved to used force to force u go when u don like. we went to geylang lor 3 to eat frog porridge, call lots of side dish too. we had 20 ppl on there, so we open up to 2 table. After eating liao, pay the bills. it went up to almost 500 for the 2 table we had ate.

well, it not mi the one who pay who care??!??lol

after that i was going home,
my friend call mi go geylang see see nor. So i said ok nor, den we jus went in and browse throught all the road of it and reached paya labar mrt. well nothing to see also hehe. so we spilt up and i went home.

01 sep 2008

2008-09-02T07:14:00.000-07:00

well yesterday .....
we went to eat in the 5 star hotel, the place was so nice and we went there to test the food of my sis wedding, well it taste good and i enjoy most of the dish. after that, we took some pic at the hotel.

31 Aug 2008

2008-08-31T06:36:00.000-07:00

well... lots of thing happen to mi.... meet new friend ... post down from ship (209) ........having quarrel wif a friend in net that i donno how i feel abt her.

anyway is a long story behind tt i don wish to tok. but some how i donno weather she forgive mi or not. i wish her all the best wif her new boi boi.

b4 that i celebrate my friend birthday at night at the pub, but i sure noe something gonna happen one , we drank lots of voka at that day, and my friend in and out for smoking often.

and bingo, birthday boi drunk liao and kp wif some of the boi over there. so the show start. confirm is fight de. anyways hack care them take cab go 1st.

monday 18 aug 2008

2008-08-18T08:49:00.000-07:00

well, im back from lst 209 to FCTU, but some how i still upset abt something.
And wondering y still upset? Is this wat i want, the ans cross my mind that i gonna pes down no matter wat. I still got 14 months to go, how to go well when the months still long???

when im back there, lots of ppl has changed, some of them i donno them too. but the same thing is the system check always kana eaten by them. Make mi feel tt my hell is not over yet, its jus the beganning.

haiz how good guys alway kana eaten can someone tell mi???!???

aug 03 2008

2008-08-03T08:52:00.000-07:00

After a long time at LST 209 persistence,
i gonna give up on the ship itself , so fuck up all over thinking abt how to ord like tt.!?!
sure will kana DB some day, and plus some more family does not seem to work well, so i decide to tell sir that i don wan to sail to philp, vitem, korea, japan. if i went there also like tt, don have the money to buy lots of thing.

so i tell sir abt it not to sail, said until my family i really cried cos of thing nv been said for so long.
after that sir really wanna to post mi out of the ship. i really happi but the problem is WHEN???

3 july 2008 medical training

2008-07-03T01:22:00.000-07:00

1 july, going on course on medical training on cpr.
for medi party on board the ship. well it was dumb anyway. jus like acting a role in the trainning.

june 30 2008

2008-06-29T09:15:00.000-07:00

well, tml duty sure sianz but bo bian,
well last friday do work(paint the well deck) until late at night around 7 plus going back home from tuas.

there r traffic jam outside tuas naval base , the sbs 257 is the only bus going back to boon ley but it jam we cant do anything abt it. it jammed until 10 buses of 257 in there still not moving, well i jus asked some of the bankala tt have lorry see weather where they go and follow them out to the nearous mrt.

well, go back home makan wif my family waiting for mi to come back.

june 24 2008

2008-06-24T09:33:00.000-07:00

shit, today after ippt can go home but yet i still need to go back to my camp for fuck. thx to 2 stupid ship crew do lots of stuns make mi kana and fucked by them haiz.

june 20 2008 ship 209 9th birthday

2008-06-20T10:06:00.000-07:00

LST 209 9th birthday

well today early in the morning, i was late so rushing for time to go to the buangkok mrt station to get to harour front . Go there abt 8.10am liao, is a 30mins of train from buangkok to here but i must reach sentosa at 8.15am.

so i get to harour front, i quicky ask ppl for the shuttle bus to sentosa. so i quick don care much abt it, i take a empolyess bus LOL. anyway go there liao quicky get down ask for direction cos so long nv go liao lolx.

and i reach balawan beach, they told mi that it change place to siloso beach. WTH so i walk over there like a clown, at least nv late. cos it raining lolx, cant play their event. but go there so shit, wet myself in the sea water.

At evening around 7.15pm, we will ask to go m hotel to eat. but i also lan lan slowly go there cos eat nia. but i reach there, there r babe around to serve us. wooh but in the dinner time, there some half time that we play some game.

im the unlucky guy that kana tekan to play. we will told to go on stage and be sited, and the babe r around us to blind fold us to play a musical chair. but we not playing but kana tekan, is the babe is playing, touching everywhere around our body and rubing their leg between my legs omg whoos, and the music stopped they actually sited on my legs.

wah lao i touch them cos my hand is on my leg, touch their ass omg. i ren le veri long, 1st time for some babe to sit on my legs. after they had sitted, they ask the guest to remove any thing from us. 1st round is shoes, 2nd round sock, 3rd round is clothes on top. So lucky got pants still on.

After we undress, they tell us to find our staff around the ball room wth, i sianz liao so nv find hard if not i won some prize.

After that back to my table carry on ours eating, they ask for lucky draw and i won a blue tooth headset. i think kinda cheapo lor, i jus wan a LCD ''32'' de.

After that they asked us for a donation, so the babes go around collect money from table to table

, after that game started again, this time is human jackpot. It will give u the money tt ppl donate when all the 5 ppl on the stage take the same colour balls. each turn u must pay a sum of 2 dollar. after tt no one won make it easy and easy and the money u roll is 4, den after that is 10.

haiz nvm better den nothing. after that ran off liao lolx if not kana tekan drink till dead.

June 15 2008

2008-06-15T08:22:00.000-07:00

well nothing to do at home, so take few of the ablum to see when i was kid till sec.
Lots of thing had changed even ppl have changed. Wishing that time can travel back where i was to redo all the story i had made mistake. This yr 2008, lots of bad thing coming to my way and thinking how to solve the thing, wish tt next yr 2009 is a good one.

june 12 2008

2008-06-12T05:28:00.000-07:00

well still got 1yrs 4 months to go i think,
waiting for the time to ORD sia. For now i dam sianz kana posted to LST(landing ship transport)
209 , super sianz going to KR for fuck i also donno. ppl over the ship say nice but i think nice de lan if wanna go oversea jus fork out money will do den going oversea wif SAF to do shit work.

sianz.

dogs playing

2008-06-06T08:23:00.000-07:00

2 dogs playing

june 03 2008

2008-06-03T08:02:00.000-07:00

well, post to another new unit. omg, always change unit so sianz, donno is good or bad too. jus come by to check on my blog and update my friend link.

crying 21 may 2008

2008-05-21T07:17:00.000-07:00

well,
i cried today and noe lots of character in there. but the problem is,
they donno how to face the problem, And made mi to swipe their ass.

i donno wat to say abt them, izzit that kind people will not lives in the world of this??? sometime i wonder, and noe there is none!! really, as my big sis said.

i kind to everyone but sometime they still wan to eat mi.='( and ended up crying.
i must find my "guts" back.!!!

19 may 2008

2008-05-18T18:34:00.000-07:00

well,
going in tml so sianz, anyway wei chuan also come in as a navy, so suay lolx.
anyways we cant choose wat we wan. he is my junior but i jus left imos long ago so don care abt it or else tekan him until siao :P.

may 17 2008

2008-05-16T20:15:00.000-07:00

well.. 8 to 5 everyday, going in 0730 veri tired from sk to tuas ...
can say some sort of WTF.

anyways lots of thing happen, nelson from asset team come to our unit cos of some of the reason.don comment too much;p

let enjoy my weekend and then go in to hell again...

sun may 4 2008

2008-05-03T20:04:00.000-07:00

tml is may 5,navy day
and we cant take off cos my unit not allow it, so fuck up.
Anyways jus do the same old thing again and again, and my unit is so fuck tt all the ppl over is drop out from something.

OCS or some of the navy course drop out den put them on this shit hole. i jus dono how come i ended up here and no one giving reason of it, jus blindly follow it because u r in the (stupid action foundation)SAF.

april 27 2008

2008-04-27T04:16:00.000-07:00

boring...
they coming back from sea thunder(TW), wish they wont be back all the way. Seeing them i will pissed off until i don have a word in my mouth. anyways if they call u go TW on the ns life, better don go cos u will go there not to enjoy but go there to clear their ass or simple wipe their shit.

april 22 2008

2008-04-22T06:12:00.000-07:00

well,
lots of thing has been done in the navy. lots of fact in life, some sgts comment in the navy, will make mi so angry. i noe it jus a cycle of life in the social world but is there anything tt we can change it to be right???

well bo bian, u had to do your part.

sun april 13 2008

2008-04-13T01:34:00.000-07:00

haiz boring day, well life getting more and more hard, and still we had to go on.
in navy lots of week end burn like hell, suck thumb.

lots of thing happen when in navy, taking back our craft from changi to tuas, saw lots of thing so beautiful. Passing by sentosa city place like suntec saw lots of lights glooming from singapore.
But too bad cant take photo if not u guys love it.

sunday april 06 2008

2008-04-06T08:11:00.000-07:00

well it almost a month in the tuas naval base, well it a tought work everyday non-stop. Wishing that the month pass more quicky den ever.

As always heard outside people saying that navy is slack but don think so, lots of rope or working of ship is needed. bo wei gong.

April 01 2008

2008-04-01T08:31:00.000-07:00

well gone to sea jus as always doing stupid exerise(shit reason to say abt). well i can say that they don have better thing to do. jus to polution the air of singapore.

sunday duty march 29 2008

2008-03-29T04:42:00.001-07:00

well this is fucked up going on duty on sunday haiyo.
well now i wondering wanna go onborad the ship or not, LST 209 or 207 haiyo nvm jus see how life is in the navy

And my family going genting without mi tt one is the most sad when u serve the nation and they go for a break, well no comment . they happi is u happi can liao don think so much for it.=)

final presention

2008-03-26T01:17:00.000-07:00

lol i got small thing to cover myself (sk,mc) in the saf but cannot say in here.
well this is the imos poc of our class.

march 23 sunday book out

2008-03-23T06:28:00.000-07:00

well, now i can 8 to 5 going home.
But i think is no diff at all, because i had a long way to go back home (tuas to sk). Kinda lame lor, after 1 week of confinement , it jus like another BMT to mi.

well kana sun burn under a fucking hot sun.

march 18 2008 tuas naval base

2008-03-17T08:07:00.000-07:00

well monday 17 march.. we go there for the 1st time to tuas naval base... 7 of us posted there, thinking that our life will be changed. But it not , we going back to BMT life again.

On the 1st day , they shout at us for lots of rubbish reason they had to pissed us off already. and some of the sgt help us to delay our time to aviod some stupid crap they had . Haiz
im feeling pissed off to endure another month of it.

friday march 14 taking leave

2008-03-14T04:44:00.000-07:00

this the 1st time take a leave for mi... as trainess cant take any leave as they don allow. well posting out liao going to 195 sqn at tuas, well dam far from my hse to there but bo bian. but happi abt it cos im not a trainess anymore , can 8 to 5 le.=)

book in sunday mar 02 2008

2008-03-01T20:33:00.000-08:00

after 3 day of hoilday of shore leave, i more and more don like the ship thing. going oversea is good but not going oversea to work, always at ship doing ship(shit) thing. haiz

bookin on feb 17 2008

2008-02-16T17:28:00.000-08:00

well, going to the stupid ship liao for a 2 day 1 night stay to do some sai kang job. yesterday wif jia hao go eat burger king and sit there and tok. after that went back home to sleep.

chinese new year feb 06 2008

2008-02-06T21:23:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year guys, well this dog is abit of noti and she will get angry when u take her's toys. it kinda suck when u go ns and book out for ur chinese new year. wat to do, haiz.

sat 02 and bookin at sun 03 jan 2008

2008-02-02T22:29:00.000-08:00

go back home, it surprice tt my jie fu bought a new dog called rainny=x but it sick now.

hope to recover soon=)

poor doggy

it a bad day for mi when im going to yong xiang bbq chalet. Going cycle wif them and qiyang donno how to cycle so i rent a bicycle tt can sit 2 ppl. Well bad enough, we fall down together as the floor is wet and we lost control when going to the metal drain and skid. but nvm of tt jus hurt abit=x. well we snap some pic of it

bookin on jan 27 2008

2008-01-26T04:11:00.000-08:00

thinking of my brother status of rp.. he even worse den mi...... i cant image wat they trying to do in the camp. Making ppl stand there for lots of hours and checking for bomb. dots, now i think my camp is more better, who noes. but i noe is chinese new yr eve i kana duty damit. bo wei gong =x.

bookin on jan 20 2008

2008-01-19T05:38:00.000-08:00

well this sat sure is a boring day, nothing to do, staying at home surfing net and ads my thing. Well better den at the camp, and on tue, there will be a test on rule of the ship. Dam like i going to get a ship licence, nothing to say to them (bo wei gong). I really donno am i going ns or studying in sch jus we had last time.=x

special case booking out on jan 16 08

2008-01-16T07:32:00.000-08:00

well as u can see i will be in camp as this time but nope, cos we won some thing in return we can book out if not , tell u to dream on if u wanna book out!. haiz dam fucking thing as i cannot say if not i kana anything from inside.

bookin on jan 13 2008

2008-01-12T22:09:00.000-08:00

happi birthday to wen qing and thx for your chalet, it's a great time wif u guys. well, as i see telling someone to come is hard. always got ppl wanted to spoils the fun of it. but nvm bah, it's good to be together sometime if not u getting too stressed up wif some of the work u do.

bookin on 6 jan 2008

2008-01-05T08:39:00.000-08:00

tml my birthday
well dam sad still need to book in no choice abt it, have some army photo when pop

bookin on TUE jan 01 2008 new year day!

2008-01-01T03:28:00.000-08:00

well happy new year guys.
but i still need to book in today, so sianz. Canot blame much on it too, well yesterday telling us to go fort cannon park to learn about history of World War II. Some part is boring and wasting time and we go inside a tunnel to see abt the past. after that, go suntec wif my friend, go find alan and bao to talk. but alan nice treat mi eat their thing, thx alan.

bookin on WED dec 26 2007

2007-12-25T00:10:00.000-08:00

haiz so sian, think abt booking in on the wed.
time fly faster den i thought it would be, well today is xmas when someone going in the army for trainning. I know it would be sux, but bo bian, we cant change the law of our own.

WHISH U GUYS A HAPPY XMAS

POP day

2007-12-15T00:56:00.000-08:00

POP liao le!!

waiting for this day to come for a long time , out of hard trainning, out from their scolding and treating us like dogs.

today we had our pop show coming on our swimming complex, telling our parents to come to watch our performce.

sianz nv take recorder and record it down, but nvm, it over after the hard time in BMT.

9th book out

2007-12-09T01:04:00.000-08:00

Going to pop soon
hmm at the camp, now more and more relax not like last having hard time doing pumping etc.
going to see some big ships and study it, and taking a picture of us in the submarine, dam lucky for us to step on it. But, it was dirty enough lol.
i will post the picture if i have it

8th book out

2007-12-01T00:02:00.000-08:00

doing the same old thing again and again,
inside like a super hell, cant escape from it.

When booking out, always reached home and doing some stupid mistake over and over again,
donno when will it stop.I must overcome it to avoid some big mistake in the future.

7th book out

2007-11-24T02:50:00.000-08:00

now more and more busy around in the naval , preparing lots of thing like POP(posting out) etc.
Going stress up lol, hope my ns life going to be better den the BMT tranning so fucked mi up.

6th book out

2007-11-17T09:52:00.000-08:00

haiz time fly.
donno wat i doing in the bmt, always kana pumping, doing the same old way again and again nothing new to mi .

As from sat booked out,
telling the same ppl out for eat and drink, going ps or go for buffet for dinner.
chating abt lots of thing as we are eating.

5th book out!!!

2007-11-10T09:37:00.000-08:00

My ite friends and i went out to the centerpoint to wait for our friend and we have nothing to do. We jus tok rot on the way to PS till the time reach 9 cos 2 of our friend end his work this time.

and we take taxi to eat, and start walking around to other place. As we walk i teach them wat i learn in the ns.

other thing is the pic of the hui yi birthday chalet.

4th book out(Deepavali)

2007-11-07T07:56:00.000-08:00

happy
Deepavali
guys

anyway i book out on this day, veri happy that can booked out this day and have a rest.
telling anyone who is free to come out for a drink.

army 3rd booking out

2007-11-03T09:23:00.000-07:00

haiz so tired everday when in the camp, train and train nothing else.
and during train can think lots of memory of lots of thing like work,friends,sch etc.
and wonder why last time don treasure wat i got, and how come human always don treasure something.

we have no anwser of it, never have it.

today went out wif some friends, eat and take photo at the newton.

army 2nd booking out

2007-10-27T18:09:00.000-07:00

27 oct 2007
at last booking out... cant image how the hell i going through the trainning , so tired everyday doing the same old thing over and over again. Donno when it will stop and try not to think much too.
and some of them inside is not so coperative and we always kana pumping everday not even one time is free pumping.

wheng come out miss lots of thing, friend, family, and my dog as i always bring her down to walk.

change lots of emotion even i called sio fong , he said how come my personal voice so low .
cant image it, how come i will be like that.At there always flash back to the memory of friend family dam sad haiz. but no choice. still need to do it

bo ta head

2007-10-11T00:30:00.000-07:00

oct 12
going NS liao... sianz... as think of 2 weeks in there cannot come out sure like hell... not getting used to it...anyways also mus gone through this thing.
this is not fear or wat, think is miss home and family member.

anyways guys please take care of urself, see u guys after 2 weeks times.

Ns coming liao

2007-10-08T02:08:00.001-07:00

Well lots of thing change,
and think abt the pasted.. there are some thing i missed.
and the time flew away and cant be back.

And now i going NS another 5 days more...
it not abt scare going ns.. is abt getting in so late... haiz

on the march 07,
there is a interview on subawang diver,
but i reject.. wasted 6 months of my time, next time really need to think 1st b4 rejected it....
going to naval again... well, no diff at all.....
cant escape diver.. so it fate liao. go lo

working video

2007-09-29T04:17:00.000-07:00

this video is around 1st of sep, when im working in the orchard

think of this like hell!!haiz.

fong booked out

2007-09-28T02:58:00.000-07:00

sep 28 07
early morning call fong and ben to come down eat breakfast...
cos yesterday booked out.. so tell him out to eat lo...

go over all the amk looking for food dots... nothing to do.
go shop shop and say this and that, to make something funny

ah ma birthday

2007-09-25T22:31:00.000-07:00

sep 25 07..
ah ma birthday go to eat the thailand food...
and that day is mooncake festival...
we called lots of thing and eat.. wif my cousins and my family.

After eating go home,
and my jie fu is driving, we wonder nowadays hard to see ppl playing lantern or candles..
the generation is coming more and more tech..
those kind of thing is past...

nowadays kid play is computer liao..where got lanterns...
haiz

bangala fight!!!

2007-09-24T09:37:00.000-07:00

as i moved into sk....

there r still construction going on somewhere....

as some of them hanging around somewhere someplace...no need to say much abt some bangala.

i think it abt something and they fight among chinese and malay bah...

black and white always fight one de la..... bo wei gong...

there r special force going to the place where they fight....

this some pic tt i take

RENT AGAIN

2007-09-23T21:46:00.000-07:00

OMG.. my friend rented again...on the 31 aug to 3 sep
this time the car is fiat.... looked spotty but the sys inside is dam auto.....
and this time i don need to care much liao..he drove i sit and relax....

on the 31 aug ...
as i see him, veri pissed already.. but i cant tell anyone abt wat going on abt this... lol veri funny...
and i try the car myself.... shit... i think i scared of the banging last time....
last time i park one time will go in... now veri scared abt it... donno is forget the skills or wat...
haiz nvm.... i don like car anyways.. more fan when u have it.....

i remember when i was abt to go home on sunday night...... i knock kerb..... lol lucky don have near metal post .. if not another case.... lol jk ;p...anyways thx to the 7-11 gulp... cos when i turn ... the thing spilt on the car... den i go take.. it over the kerb i quicky react already....
if not i gone.....as for my friend case .. don tok better.. lol later kana kp wif mi..lol
end

car problem

2007-09-23T21:32:00.000-07:00

around 21 july.......
if i haven forget it lee lee chalet ..... and my friend rented a car of mazda 323....... and he nv let it parent noe abt so i park on my carpark.... and some time i nv put any of the coupons on it...

the day was fine in the morning... get the car out to my old house of my for some breakfast....
den later come back home.... den someone msg mi to come out cos that guys already noe we have car... and msg mi.... den i drove there ....but around there mei fang called mi .... say later bang or something... den i bo wei gong liao....actually also none of her fault la....... my jie fu on some day curse mi and i tell u ... everithing he said will come out.... haiz... anyways..... was on my way to my friend hse.... and on the way... msg and msg... den when i drive..... i see far ahead make sure i far enough to do my thing...... i look and the msg and press the msg ... when i almost press finish....SENDED!!!...BANG!!!!......gone .

Bang to another car of toyota wish... sian half.... as i look on the car it look ok.... but later went to the workshop..... fuck they donno go do wat kind of thing make the car so fucked up.....
den i bo wei gong... cos i still on [P] ..... wasted 1k........ anyways it over... learned a lesson....
anyways don hao lian if u drive.. will make u pay!!!......the pic is here

the car owner go modify the bumper....
it so stupid sia..nowaday taxi also used this kind of car..
bo wei gong

as for renting of cars of 1st time.... they give u all lousy thing here and there and nv repair..
and if u dead in banging of car, they also bo chup u jus need to pay money.. hack care abt u at all.
here the car wapers.. blur enough for u to be dead!!!

22nd sep of 07

2007-09-23T08:50:00.000-07:00

On the 22nd sep of 07..
heard some of them going to chalet .... and asking some of the friend to come along....however that zirong nv appear... put my plane haiz..lol jk..... anyways, think not to go cos for the cause of the thing i made.... i losses lots of money already... lucky ben help mi settle 1st.... thx ben..=]

anyways go there also nothing to do etc..... jus go there crack some joke wif them......
and that day is huiyi birthday as they said... so malu lo bo money still go there... lol...
better den not going.... so go lo.... we go there took some pic of us.. but still haven take it....
i will see who the one who have the pic and post it ASAP ;p

chatting night

2007-09-23T00:04:00.000-07:00

yoz..the 1st of writing of some internet diary.....same as usual out of work... chio some of them to eat at amk... still miss amk food sia...lolx ... as always when u live there, u will eat till sian.... now when i moved... i always go there for dinner wif some of my frienz.....as im out of work is veri late liao.. so go some place to eat and chat... and that ben took some pic of it

here it is... wooots
lol