27 oct 2007 at last booking out... cant image how the hell i going through the trainning , so tired everyday doing the same old thing over and over again. Donno when it will stop and try not to think much too. and some of them inside is not so coperative and we always kana pumping everday not even one time is free pumping.
wheng come out miss lots of thing, friend, family, and my dog as i always bring her down to walk.
change lots of emotion even i called sio fong , he said how come my personal voice so low . cant image it, how come i will be like that.At there always flash back to the memory of friend family dam sad haiz. but no choice. still need to do it
bo ta head
♥ I love you, Why can't i move on?
Thursday, October 11, 2007 at 12:30 AM
oct 12 going NS liao... sianz... as think of 2 weeks in there cannot come out sure like hell... not getting used to it...anyways also mus gone through this thing. this is not fear or wat, think is miss home and family member.
anyways guys please take care of urself, see u guys after 2 weeks times.
♥ I love you, Why can't i move on?
Monday, October 8, 2007 at 2:08 AM
Well lots of thing change, and think abt the pasted.. there are some thing i missed. and the time flew away and cant be back.
And now i going NS another 5 days more... it not abt scare going ns.. is abt getting in so late... haiz
on the march 07, there is a interview on subawang diver, but i reject.. wasted 6 months of my time, next time really need to think 1st b4 rejected it.... going to naval again... well, no diff at all..... cant escape diver.. so it fate liao. go lo