Let our relationship to be together ♥

Wednesday, May 26, 2010 at 7:38 AM

it been 4 week of working, so far so good, everyone treating me good, and the time of healing myself getting well. the feeling of her is not tt strong anymore.... thinking of all the past i done is jus stupid, after the break up, all the burden is out of my mind, lack of cash and in the end , the helping hand is just my family no other den that. thinking of a year back den, asking myself "why ". i think i noe why now, the love poision i take is too much...... i can say no one can be trusted..... even ur gf or bf.... it just a closer stranger only... when u need help , they will run off..... u cant see them, cos they will be on another ger or another boi... left u alone to dead. this world is curl but den life goes on..... most of all i jus love my family.....

♥ I love you, Why can't i move on?

Saturday, May 22, 2010 at 7:41 AM

tue 18 may 2010, i finally tok to her but den i must open my heart jus to forgive and forget. it very hard to do that when a love one or a close one actually betray u. i donno y i jus forget it....

after i left the church, i went to my car and drove off with tear...... and i start to buzz my music loud.
could i really forgive her???? it a big Question to me........ lots of ppl heard my story , telling me that im doing the rite way........

♥ I love you, Why can't i move on?