Let our relationship to be together ♥

Saturday, April 17, 2010 at 11:50 PM

well today as ppl told me to go down to church , well i had a feeling not go down and ya i did go nor.
dressing myself jus like working and ya went down to the church itself.

well saw her and i donno wat feeling i had but den it bad and i don feel like toking to her, will make me vomit my blood out of my body. so just save my breath.

well in the end she come toward me and say hi but den actually i don wanna reply her and ya i did said hi to her. in my heart it so hateful and i just chills myself not to do anything silly. it good to hear ppl saying me changed alots and slim down lots too whahahah... well a break will slim ppl down of cos .....

♥ I love you, Why can't i move on?

Sunday, April 11, 2010 at 7:43 AM

it been a months of breaking up, but yet i still thinking abt her, y i donno y really....
i tell her not to call me cos i don wan my tear to drop and u noe wat she scold me again... i donno how come she become like tt, watever i do she also like tt, the anger of her father...

haiz after the enjoy of the flying kite, i still rmb of my child hood......
well sunday nothing to do so write a dairy of myself and without her, i still rmb jus for her nonsence i hiting and punching myself really, i donno she still rmb ?????

haiz watever i do she will say touched but den no action one.......

♥ I love you, Why can't i move on?

Wednesday, April 7, 2010 at 6:20 AM

well she did post her photo to facebook, i really donno how she feel but den i noe something, she changed to bad to worse. i think is my fault but den all is her own doing making it to herself...

i can say that after saw all her photo , make me look sad but den life carry on and ya wish her all the best....

♥ I love you, Why can't i move on?

at 1:42 AM

well, she called me midnight around 2.30am while i making a video of my friend outing to prawning. and den donno wat she wan. really soft voice making me soft heart again. really donno she really wanted.

i really very confuse that night and i really cried over the phone..... useless me

♥ I love you, Why can't i move on?

Sunday, April 4, 2010 at 5:47 AM

well a outing for 3 of us, but den i try to call her out, she jus reject me . well it ok also, well i treat them dim sum as i promised and 3 of us really eat until one to vomit it out lol....

after that go bottle tree park like idiot like tt, donno where is where,
after that as promised to bennet hong to go prawn, i go there and let him enjoy.. i think i do my job to let them happy and being free from their problem, they told me they really enjoy all the event as i said im the host and they r my VIP lol......

hope i will help them clear their mind for now.......
well im just a happy go lucky guy.......
when i went her hse, i tok to her's father abt wat happen....
but i noe wat , it jus over for us.... there no return of wat i am..........
i jus noe ivy and her father noe me well, and her i can say she noe me nuts, she jus noe how to spend.....
i also noe that haiz

♥ I love you, Why can't i move on?

Thursday, April 1, 2010 at 3:00 AM

well dam boring 12 hour shift and some more less money, well just do it for the "yi qi" and my family bah.

well nothing to do so write thing nor, well i donno how to think abt it, well she leave me alone and down. i actually hate her to the max but den i think abt it, we still love each other, no matter how hate am i, i will still love her and care for her, just forgive and forget. this really not easy task for me....

when ever i went out, i make sure i hold the ring of her, even she not around wif me. but i can feel it, her presents....... our love and care.

♥ I love you, Why can't i move on?