After a long time at LST 209 persistence, i gonna give up on the ship itself , so fuck up all over thinking abt how to ord like tt.!?! sure will kana DB some day, and plus some more family does not seem to work well, so i decide to tell sir that i don wan to sail to philp, vitem, korea, japan. if i went there also like tt, don have the money to buy lots of thing.
so i tell sir abt it not to sail, said until my family i really cried cos of thing nv been said for so long. after that sir really wanna to post mi out of the ship. i really happi but the problem is WHEN???