well after quarrel, there a ger who tok to mi, telling mi to let her be tt way. And i think this is the right way to do that cos i really cant changed a person much. When the person charctor is like tt, it forever be like that.
after toking to this ger, i tot i all along is strong and steady. But somehow, a strong guy also need a break. well this ger give mi some of her time to care for mi, love mi, concern abt mi tt no other had done this way i think.