well dam boring 12 hour shift and some more less money, well just do it for the "yi qi" and my family bah.
well nothing to do so write thing nor, well i donno how to think abt it, well she leave me alone and down. i actually hate her to the max but den i think abt it, we still love each other, no matter how hate am i, i will still love her and care for her, just forgive and forget. this really not easy task for me....
when ever i went out, i make sure i hold the ring of her, even she not around wif me. but i can feel it, her presents....... our love and care.