it been 4 week of working, so far so good, everyone treating me good, and the time of healing myself getting well. the feeling of her is not tt strong anymore.... thinking of all the past i done is jus stupid, after the break up, all the burden is out of my mind, lack of cash and in the end , the helping hand is just my family no other den that. thinking of a year back den, asking myself "why ". i think i noe why now, the love poision i take is too much...... i can say no one can be trusted..... even ur gf or bf.... it just a closer stranger only... when u need help , they will run off..... u cant see them, cos they will be on another ger or another boi... left u alone to dead. this world is curl but den life goes on..... most of all i jus love my family.....